Morning Blues

Every day the alarm goes off, I wake up and goes direct to the kitchen to start the morning chores. This morning was different. As I lay on my bed contemplating to get up, I felt so disturbed. The way my day  happens  was playing clearly on my mind. Same activities, same timings. Such a boring life, I thought. With a kid and as a part time working Mom , my days are hectic. But that's it. There is no change.

I got up , opened the door to my balcony and just stood there,in that silence. It was so peaceful. I could see the birds, the distant lights, the wind kissing the tress, the waves of the sea. So many sounds, but so little noises. Peaceful and quiet. My heart felt light and warm. Something was lifted off my chest. It was as if I had been dissolved in to that moment. It was still. I was still. I could feel the blood in my veins. I could hear my heart beats. So wonderful and joyful. The distant rays of the rising sun ,touching every object in its path. The cold wind playing with my hairs. I just stood there and forgot myself. Forgot that I have tonnes to do. I let myself to be lost in that world.I loved it.

The temple songs woke me up from my trance. It's 4:45. Half an hour had passed. I slowly walked into the kitchen. Normally, I would be rushing, but today I was calm and peaceful. Never had felt this energy, ever before in my life. So my friends, whenever needed , find a little time for yourself. Let yourselves be free. We need it. We all need it. Love you all.