Who Am I???

You all must be wondering what happened. Am I all right. Have I gone completely nuts. Maybe, I am nuts, to ask this. But it is a serious question that has been playing on and on in my mind for quite a few days. Now, please do not bring upon the philosophical answers . I am in no mood to entertain them. I do not mind a philosophical outlook into life. In fact I am a person who loves some sort of philosophy in my life. Well, we can discuss about that some other time. Coming back to my question: Who Am I?

Am I a first a Wife or a Mother or a Daughter. Well, I think the last part"daughter"has already been cleared by society as my last role. So only confusion between Wife and Mother. Are both equal or is one greater than the other. Many days I am Both. It's like dividing yourself into two parts. There are so many sub-parts too, but do not think I need to elaborate that. So, here am I, a warrior dressed in a chariot, waking up before the sun,strolling to my battlefield with knives,spoons,khatori and brooms.
Well some might call as multi-tasker super Mom, which I definitely do not feel.

But what about the person inside of you. That person, who loves to read a book in a peaceful evening with a cup of coffee on her side. That person, who loves to wander into places unknown. That person,who loves to see late night films. That person who loves to just gaze into the stars at night, that person who loves to write long and deep. More specifically, that person who loves to have long meaningful conversations with virtually anyone. I miss her.